Weather In Heaven

I am the part of God who strolls in a garden rejecting motion and all that is outside the garden, as cherub statues only look away, only look outside for flowers that bloom elsewhere, flowers to pluck and place in their stone hard hair while they pretend to be anything other than indifferent. I am…

God Doesn’t Remember

What is the night sky but an amount of empty space of which we can speak while never truly grasping? And if everything has a companion opposite, then is it not logical that an opposite of this dark infinite space exists as a vast universe of light? And how do we describe God if not…

Wander

The place you dwell is where I wish to roam. If you're in Hell, then Hell shall be my home. Wherever. Be lost forever, for you, a calm in the rage. An angel, your angel, in the fiery storm cage, wherever. I’ll lift this weight from upon your head. Catch you by an arm, fly…

Torment

Curled up in deceptive thoughts chilling a path through my soul. One foot in, one foot out, a captive audience with nowhere to go but down. It’s not fearlessness that wins the night but hopelessness, knowing the faces of the lashes coming, knowing they can be taken, knowing the day will dab the wounds dry.…

String Cut Dive

Every morning I wake wishing to wake from the nightmare I cannot forsake. A loss for words for words of loss, blurring a line I cannot cross. A troubled mind, a troubled heart, a troubled lack that will not part. Stuck in wrong, wanting right, knowing not what rest is like. Losing ground, no ground…

Prayer For The Never Lived

I wish I had time for my entire life but I’m living in an empty shell. A step away from escaping Hell at the will of a merciful knife. One second here, one second gone, welcoming a brand new dawn. A divorce from Agony, my faithful wife, and Silent Suffering, my beloved son. Concede to…